i dun like study!

argggggggg........
almost crazy with the economic subject ady..
curves..graphs..terms..theories drive me crazy..
this few days learn over 10graph in international economic and the economic industrial organisational..
WTH~~~i know that,,im not the ingredient of study..
i need to take much more time to understand n to capture wat the lecturer said..
yaya..when i gt the point from the lecturer,,i was so happy n confidence..
but when i at home n do revision..i cant understand n confuse here confuse thr..
then how?? how i suppose to do??
the assignment even worst..
the international economic assm need refer to at least 10journal article..
die lo..week 7 need present..individual asmm tim...how huh how huh?=(
hzhz..regret study wat i really dun interest at all..its boring for me..
UK? it was a dream...what i desire is to stay at thr,,but not for my study..
so...should i go for it? n m i affordable to go thr??
many of my fren go thr last week n took many picss..
felt envy n envy....how should i do? how can i survive?
can i survive without my DEGREE????? i hope so...